Tuesday, September 8
Have you ever gone to a class, sat there and felt like you were in the wrong class because you could not understand anything that was happening?
Or perhaps there was an animated discussion occurring between certain classmates and the lecturer, and they could have been debating in Swahili for that matter, because it sounds just as foreign to you as what they were saying?
I hate compulsory modules, the only reason why they are compulsory appears to be because nobody in their sane minds would take it otherwise.
Stats and I are like chalk and cheese, but it appears that as much as I try to avoid it, I can't seem to escape it in the end.
The enthusiasm I had for school at the beginning of the semester is quickly ebbing away like loose sand washed by the lowering tide. The scary thing is that it is only Week 5..what can I do to regain that motivation?
It appears that my dream of the 2nd Upper is fading away with each passing day of confusion and inability to follow the discussions.
After 24 years in this world, this is honestly the first time where I have actually felt like I'm really stupid as compared to the rest of the cohort. Am I in over my head? Only time will tell..
